am a good mother? I keep asking. I try to do everything possible to be. I try to make the life of the puppy as happy as possible. Seeking to inspire you to make new discoveries. I try to help them develop their talents. Textbook.
Papangelo says that yes, I am a good mother. And I believe him, because Papangelo is a great observer.
The puppy goes to the nest. I know that she cries when I leave, but shortly after the dada Francesca cuddle him and consoles him. Or distract him with a toy ... the result is the same. I know that during the day, miss a lot and I look often. I know that sometimes breaks out to cry alone, but dada Francesca consoles him again and stops. I know you do not socialize with other children, which is continually distracted by games and toys, which is surrounded by visual and auditory stimuli to not think about the mother. And yet ...
Yet I have not the slightest trace of guilt. In fact, for me to know that is not at home, and until 4 this afternoon I can relax and do what I want, it's a great liberation. But great great great. A sense of freedom that makes me want to laugh alone, while sipping herbal tea or eat a peach.
I know that he suffers from (at least a little ') and is a bit' too bad to me when I leave. Yet I can not not be excited I found the time. I am a mother degenerate? Maybe I do not know. But maybe not.
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